I have been transitioning for four years. Last year I'd finished all the legal huddles I needed to go through in order to be accepted for Sexual Reassignment Surgery (or "Sex Change Operation" for the clueless cis-gendered out there.) I just needed 20 grand to pay for the surgery. I had a good job and was actually able to save that sum TWICE last year. I was unable to have the procedure (technically procedureS) because ....well, life happened. And by "life" I mean a particularly angry and bitter ex who excelled at stripping me of all my funds and forcing me to start all over again.
Despite the need to help out friends in far direr need than I and despite legal maneuvering of the erstwhile love of my life, I was able to get a substantial piece of the funding back together again. I then lost my job. The good news is that my employers gave me a generous severance package, so generous in fact, that I am very close to now having the money I need for my operation.
I have decided to trust the Goddess when she assures me that everything will be all right and that I should just "let it be." I'm not going to let my ex's insanity rob me of this a third time. So....
Yesterday I put down the deposit for my surgery. I now have a date. On November 26th, I will be become a real girl. (I'm like the anti-Pinocchio.)
It has been pointed out to me that the term "deposit" is inappropriate, since there is no way I can turn in my old organs for a refund. I would say "down payment" but even that sounds weird. I'm getting pussyplasty, not buying an old Buick.
I am terrified. It's very bizarre to have something so fervently wished for so long actually come true (to say nothing of the 40 years of masturbatory fantasies.) It's like a dream. I'm still not sure where the total sum of the 20k will come from, but I'm not going to let the Lady down and will put it into Her hands.
One thing is for sure....when I get my "customized lesbian vagina" and am finally whole, I'm going to become the biggest dyke slut this state has ever seen.
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